Pasensya ka na ha? :|

Dear IKAW,

Oh hi! As usual, I'll be starting this one with asking kung kamusta ka na. I hope you're doin' fine. Uhm, bored pa ka parin ba jan sa bahay nyo? Tatay mo, kamusta na?

Alam ko maiinis ka nanaman kasi nagpaparamdam nanaman ako sayo, pasensya na ulit. Pero alam mo yun, its been a while na na di rin kita nakita at nakausap. Ano na kaya itsura mo ngaun? I'm pretty sure payat ka na kasi the last time na nakita kita was ang laki ng pinagbago mo. hehehe. Ui, malapit ka na magiging busy, hindi ka na mababagot jan.

Gusto ko lang malaman mo na I'm looking for you all the time. I know maiinis ka pero sige lang, at least alam mo na hinahanap kita. I'm not looking forward to turn back the time and to be with you again like we had before, wala lang, gusto ko lang na feel na anjan ka just like you told me before things went different.

Minsan nga tinatanong ko kung naiisip mo rin ba ako kung ano na nangyayari sa akin. Kung ok lang rin ba ako? Kung tulog na ba ako? Kung kamusta na buhay ko? At kung ano mga nararamdaman ko ngayon. Kasi magiging masaya ako kahit sa pinakasimpleng text na matatanggap ko galing sayo. Pero alam ko naman na hindi mo gusto yun.

Just in case matanong mo ako someday kung kamusta na ako, eto ako, i don't know if I'm ok. Oo, medyo OA pero I don't know. I tried to let things happen pero parang habang tumatagal parang mas narealize ko na its hard to be like this. Palagi ko naiisip yung dati na tayo. Hindi ko naman talaga ineexpect kasi na magiging ganun tayo. Super saya. Super. Remember? Yung mga masasayang araw natin? Yung ok na ako kapag nakikita kita kahit di ka na magsalita, basta anjan ka lang. Hina-hug lang kita ng mahigpit kasi ayaw ko mawala ka. Pero ang nagagawa ko nalang ngayon is to reminisce the past at piliting mapa-smile sarili ko kasi alam ko at least nasa isip ko pa ang lahat ng memories natin. Minsan nga gustong gusto na kitang itext pero inisip ko baka mainis ka at hindi ka magrereply kasi the last time na nagtetext-text tayo eh okay tayo, ayoko na baka mag shift yung mood mo from us, being okay to irritated ka saken. Kaya I learned to keep them inside. At least alam ko na miss na miss na kita.

And ginawa ko tong letter na to kasi alam ko naman na hindi ko pwedeng sabihin sayo to kahit sa text lang man. Kaya kung mabasa mo man to o hindi, pwede mo tong bisitahin at balikan kung kelan mo gusto kasi palagi lang tong andito gaya ng feelings ko sayo. Gusto kong maging friends parin tayo, at alam ko naman that we are, hindi nga lang gaya ng iba. Pero ganun talaga. Basta andito lang ako pag takot ka, pag gusto mo ng kausap, pag may problema ka. Isang text lang naman ako anjan na agad.

Mag ingat ka lagi ha? Yan lagi kong bilin sayo, kung masaya ka na sabihin mo saken. Kasunduan natin yun diba? And sana makita na kita ulit kasi super lungkot ko ngayon. Masakit na sa dibdib. Sana kahit tingin nalang ako hanggang. Sige, pasensya ka na talaga ha?

-AKO

Isang daang katangian ng gusto kong maging syota...

Eto na ang mga katangian ng taong gusto kong maging syota. And, from this magkakaron kayo ng kaalaman (kahit papano) sa aking mga weirdong ugali. :D

1. Una, natural dapat mahal ko at MAS MAHAL AKO.

2. Dapat mahal nya rin si Ate (at kayang i tolerate ang ugali nya. :D), si Papa at si Mama, mga kaibigan ko specially si My Friend.

3. Masaya sya (genuinely) pag kasama ko sya at masaya rin ako pag kasama ko xa.

4. Kaya nyang umiyak sa harap ko. Kasi pag mahal mo, hindi ka mahihiya kahit anong mangyari.

5. Alam nya ang totoong estado namin sa buhay.

6. Alam nya ang FULL NAME ko.

7. If possible, sana left handed.hehehe

8. Medyo chubby. Pero pag slender, hmmm. ok naman.hehehe

9. BALBON!hahaha (but not really a must)

10. Memorize ang number ko. Para in case of emergency.

11. May kilala akong SUPER DUPER UBER LOYAL FRIEND NYA. Yung pag tinanong ko, hindi magsisinungaling. And of course, her family dapat kilala ko at kilala ako.

12. Mas gusto ang HUG over KISS. Kasi ganun ako. =)

13. SWEET. Syempre.

14. Kayang intindihin ang kababawan at kalaliman ko sa pag-iisip. Dapat, marunong rin syang mag-isip.

15. May laman ang sinasabi at marunong umintindi even on my lamest points.

16. Good on arguments. Hindi away para saken ang argument, its just a way of explaining. LQ is different from EXPLAINING. Kasi madali lang naman akong kausap.

17. Tanggap ako kahit AYOKO NG PALAKA.

18. Wala syang pakialam kahit AYOKO NG VINEGAR.

19. Matutuwa sakin kasi COLOR BLIND AKO.

20. Marunong mag drive ng 4 wheels o motor.hahaha

21. MARUNONG KUMANTA di bale nang di marunong sumayaw.

22. Kaya nyang i share ang kanyang funniest imperfections nya saken without hesitation.

23. Madaling maniwala. Kasi hindi naman ako manloloko (for real)

24. Pink ang lips. :*

25. Has great humor. If possible ung ala stand-up commedian.hehehe

26. Kapag sinabi kong masakit likod ko, we'll stop walking or whatever and rest. Ayoko ng nga iinarte.hahaha

27. Kapag gusto ko mag basa, tahimik lang. OR! Magbabasa rin sya ng magandang book.

28. Naniniwala sa "5 people in heaven".

29. Likes Mitch Albom SOOOOO MUUUCHHH! 'Coz I do. :D

30. Tanggap ang pagiging PRANING ko. Konting bagay lang talagang nappraning ako.

31. Gusto ko yung medyo nagseselos rin.hehehe

32. Yung taong gustong manahimik sa bed of grass or yung gustong nakatanga lang minsan sa langit.

33. HINDI KAILAN MAN MAIINTIMIDATE SAKEN!!! Please! hindi ako artista, hindi ako mayaman at hindi ako suplado.

34. Somebody who likes GREEN, YELLOW, VIOLET and ORANGE!!!

35. Dapat pag nag-away kami, maghahanap sya ng paraan MINSAN para magbati kami. Alam nyo naman ang man's pride diba?

36. PRANGKA.

37. Alam nyang minsan may mood swings ako at ayoko muna magsalita.hehehe

38. AND! As requested by my friend (Mae). Dapat daw magustohan nya muna.hahaha

39. MARUNONG NG KAHIT BASIC ENGLISH LANG. Para naman hindi sya mukhang tanga pag nagkainglesan na at lahat.hahaha (At hindi ko naman kini-claim na magaling ako dun.)

40. Kaya nyang punasan ang sipon ko. Kayang amuyin ang utot ko at kaya akong halikan kahit bagong gising.hahaha AT! Kahit na bagong gising lang ako, mahal parin ako kahit mukha akong ewan pag bagong gising. :D

41. YA! It would be a super plus if you taller than me! hahaha! (Walang pakialamanan ng tipo!)

42. Hindi umaasa na ako lagi ang gagastos.KAHIT SA PAMASAHE NALANG NENG.

43. MAY NGITING PANG TOOTHPASTE AD.:D

44. MABANGO.

45. Gusto rin ng PUG!!!weee!

46. Kahit sandamukal ang rice kong inoorder, mahal nya parin ako. At favorite ang Chowking.

47. Somebody who loves kids!

48. Sabay kaming magpapatattoo pag pwede na.hehehe

49. Kahit BASKIL (basa ang kili-kili) ako, wala syang paki. Eh di rin naman mabaho kili-kili ko. SWEAR!

50. Trip ang trip kong mga kanta.

51. Marunong mag draw.somehow

52. Into fashion. somehow.

53. MALINIS ANG RECORD NYA. MEANING WALANG NILOKO FROM THE PAST!

54. Pang long-term na tipo. At hindi madaling maka move on.hahaha

55. Must be a Roman Catholic and has a great faith with GOD. Oha!

56. Ok na kahit hindi kami nagsasalita. Basta nakatitig sya sakin at naka titig ako sa kanya, OK na lahat. :)

57. She loves animated movies! And we'll watch together!

58. Sabi ni Mae, dapat daw PISCES or LIBRA para comtabile sa akin (GEMINI). Opo Madam Auring.

59. Domestic sya. Marunong sa bahay.

60. Yung pagbabawalan akong mag smoke. Hindi yung sasabayan pa ako.hahaha

61. HONEST. Kung hindi na nya ako mahal, sabihin na sana ng harapan.

62. Hindi yung pa tweetumz at pahiya-hiya epek pa! Dapat game!hahaha

63. Hindi sya magugulat pagpasok nya sa bahay at nakita ang malaki kong picture na naka-split!hahaha Dapat maaamaze sya.hahaha

64. Mahal rin nya ang McDo. Specially CHICKEN FILLET, FRIES (with ketchup) AND COKE FLOAT!!!! yum!

65. HAHAHA! DAPAT DAW MAGANDAHAN SYA KAY MAE.hahaha!

66. Medyo sporty rin. May times na gusto kong mag badminton, mag swimming pero wag naman mag taekwondo.hahaha

67. Someone who love and appreciates arts.

68. Dapat may ringtone na naririnig ang phone nya! Hindi yung pag tinawagan mo hindi ka nasagot kasi hindi narinig ang ring tone.

69. Malinis.

70. (Whew! 30 more) She likes ABS-CBN more than (the hell and gaya-gaya) GMA.

71. Dapat alam ko ang password at email nya sa facebook at any other social accounts.

72. May nakakatawang mannerism. hahaha!

73. Pandagdag lang. Dapat nagegets nya ung mga mannerisms ko and ung mga imperfections ko. Like, ung nagsusulat ako unconsciously using my fingers kahit saan and may mga nakikita akong circles sa kawalan.hahaha

74. Naaapreciate nya ang mga maliliit na bagay na ginagawa ko. Like pagtext ng "good morning" at " mwah!"

75. Sana marunong ng kahit piano or violin man lang.hehehe

76. NAGAGANDAHAN SYA SA BOSES KO!hahaha.

77. Pag may sakit ako, may dala syang food or fruits.hehehe (gaya ngaun. i need fruits! *coughs)

78. Someone who offers hanky pag pawis na ako. sweet. :)

79. Likes and understands Bob Ong.

80. Mahal si Vice Ganda, Toni Gonzaga at K Brosas!hahaha

81. Hindi madaling malasing pag may gimik.

82. Maganda ang toes and ears.hahaha

83. Palaging may baon na "WORDS OF WISDOM" for all instances.hehehe

84. MARUNONG MAG UKAY-UKAY!hahaha

85. Smart subscriber sya. At kung ibang networks gamit nya eh pageefortan akong itext kahit regular load gamit nya.

86. Pag nagmamaneho ayoko ng paspasan! Chill lang.

87. Tanggap nyang malapad ang noo ko at minsan pango ako tingnan.hahaha

88. Seriously, you have to make ways para malaman ang BUONG family problem namin.

89. I want someone who's older than me. May not be in age but mentally older.

90. Pag nasa bahay sya, marunong syang makijam kay papa at sa mga KAPITBAHAY.hahaha

91. O xa, sabi ni Mae yung vigrin daw.hahaha

92. Laging may baon na small notebook and ballpen (g-tech .03-.04) para kung may naisip sya o ako na ayaw makalimutan eh pwedeng masulat agad.

93. Yung ready nang mamatay. And alam ko ang mga gusto nyang mangyari pag malapit na syang mamatay and namatay na sya. At ganun rin ako.

94. Active sa Facebook para malaman nya bawat post ko at malaman ko mga posts nya.

The last 5 will be serious. :D

95. Someone who says "LATER" not "GOODBYE".

96. Someone who learns from life's biggest failures.

97. Thinks that some of the smallest things has one of the biggest effects in life.

98. "Naiintindihan ang past experiences ko and maghahanap sya ng way na hindi na ulit mangyari yun. Kasi alam nyang pagod na pagod na ako sa mga ganung pangyayari."

99. Someone who's not SAYING their promises but instead DOING them. Ginagawa niya ang lahat para maniwala ako sa nakikita ko at naririnig ko.

100. At higit sa lahat, someone who will stick with me at my best and worst.

O, baka ikaw na ang gusto kong maging syota ha? :D

Random thought of the day

"Minsan naiisip ko na at least napapasaya ko ang ibang tao. Pero naisip ko rin na parang ako ang nag aabsorb ng mga kalungkutan na dapat sa kanila mapunta, bilang kapalit ng pagpapasaya ko sa iba. Kaya eto ako ulit, MALUNGKOT."

IM SUCH A SADDIST.

Sa ngayon, binuhay ko ang blog ko after how many months. Kasi wala na akong ibang outlet.

:c :c :c :c

Kung bakit pa kasi may ganitong pakiramdam na ang dami-dami namang pwede maramdaman sa mundo.

PWEDE BANG MAGRESTART NALANG MUNA NG PAKIRAMDAM PARA WALA NA AKONG PROBLEMA?

Presently, eto ang soundtrack ng buhay ko (at nararamdaman ko, for real).

"Hiling" by Silent Sanctuary

"Minsan di ko maiwasang isipin ka

Lalo na sa t'wing nag iisa
Ano na kayang balita sayo
Naiisip mo rin kaya ako

Simula nang ikaw ay mawala
Wala nang dahilan para lumuha
Damdamin pilit ko nang tinatago
Hinahanap ka parin ng aking puso
Parang kulang nga kapag ika'y wala

(Chorus)
At hihiling sa mga bituin
Na minsan pa sana ako'y iyong mahalin
Hihiling kahit dumilim
Ang aking daan na tatahakin
Patungo...

Ala ala mong tinangay na ng hangin
Sa langit ko na lamang ba yayakapin
Nasan ka na kaya, aasa ba sa wala

(Chorus)
At hihiling sa mga bituin
Na minsan pa sana ako'y iyong mahalin
Hihiling kahit dumilim
Ang aking daan na tatahakin
Patungo sa iyo, patungo sa iyo

Bridge:
Ipipikit ko ang aking mata dahil
Nais ka lamang mahagkan
Nais ka lamang masilalayan
Kahit alam kong tapos na
Kahit alam kong wala ka na...

(Chorus)
At Hihiling sa mga bituin
Na minsan pa sana ako'y iyong mahalin
Hihiling kahit dumilim
Ang aking daan na tatahakin
Patungo sa iyo, patungo sayo."

__________________________________________

ANSAKET!!! :'C

"Feeling ko ako ang composer ng song sa sobrang tagos at dama at hindi ko mailagan ang sakit ng tama!"

We like it! ;)

And I just had another gift for my self for my birthday. =D

Actually it's not really a gift, trip lang. I actually planned to have a henna tattoo on my nape last week pa, and I got the chance kanina lang and of course with the gang.

I had a stardust inspired design on my nape down to the middle of my back and another one at the back of my right ear, also inspired by the same design.

At muntikan pang hindi matuloy ang pagpapalagay namin nito since we got to RD Plaze wherein there is a stall na gumagawa ng real tattoo and henna eh minalas kami. They're doing henna tattoos just every Wednesday and Saturday. So we had all the means and ways para lang matahimik kami at makontento. So we went to another place, hoping that they are having such service. But no, hindi sila gumagawa even real tattoos.

Until our last option, we rushed our way to Purok Malakas and a place that was named starting with the letter B. hahaha. Funny, forgot th name! Stupido!hahaha So finally, we waited for almost an hour before the artist arrived to the said place. At sosyal ang place ha kasi may Code of Ethics pang nakalambitin sa wall nila with all the proud pictures of their obras and bunch of designs for their customers to choose from.

Pagdating ni Kuya Tata akala nya magpapatattoo talaga kami ng super totoo! Dyos ko naman! Matino pa mga isipan namin para magpadrawing sa katawan namin!hahaha And there, I go first at excited ako sa outcome. Next is Teves with her fake tribal-inspired tattoo drawn on her lower back, just above her butt cleavage and Jammy on the top of her right boob having the same design as mine.

Taaadaaaa! The finished products!n_____n

My back with its Rihanna inspired tattoo. =D

Just at the inner back of my right ear another stardust piece.

Jammy's right boob. Super struggle sa pagpapatuyo. hahaha

And Teves' fatty back.hahaha! Cool.

Si Lenard ay masaya! =D

Gawd! I just had my happiest day of my entire life! I have my "Patrick the Starfish" stuff toy na! Dyos ko! Isang mahabang taon ko tong inantay at pinagipunan.

Si Patrick ay galing sa World of Fun (WOF) sa KCC Mall. Kaya isang taon akong nag ipon ng tickets from the "Piso Game" and ewan anong tawag dun sa larong yun na basta mashoot ang ball sa butas with the corresponding number of tickets eh yun ang matatanggap mo. A basta, nakuha ko na sa wakas!wahahaha

Patrick is worth 3,675 tickets. Imagine? And dami! Kaya hindi mukhang mumurahing stuff toy si Patrick. Cuddly sya, hindi matigas pag hinu-hug mo.eheheh

When we got to WOF (of course with the gang. Leit, Jammy and Teves) eh pinacount na agad namin ang tickets. At muntikan pang hindi matuloy na si Patrick ang makukuha ko. Kasi as counted, 3,028 lang ang na collect kong tickets. At dahil supportive ang aking tropa eh naglaro kami nung "ball game" at nakapagcollect kami ng 706 tickets in just 30 minutes. Kasi once na napacount mo na ang tickets mo eh you have to exchange it within that day only. Kaya! Nagresulta ito sa pagtitipid ko hanggang Friday since nakaubos ako ng 100 Php sa tokens.hahaha! But I don;t have regrets, basta I have Patrick the Starfish now!

Ai! May souvenir nga pala ako, i forgot to have a picture nung exact count ng tickets but I have the picture nung kinukuha na si Patrick sa kanyang lungga. At kailangang magpasalamt ni Patrick sa akin kasi sa tagal ng panahong inilagi nya dun eh nakagalaw na sya.hahaha!

At alam ko naiinggit kayo.hahaha! bleh! Patrick is just one of my birthday wishes. I still have lots of things na gusto kong makuha at matanggap sa aking birthday. I might post them here on Friday para naman magka idea na kayo kung saan ako magiging masaya.hahaha. Joke.

After Patrick, I want Kerokeropi! At kailangan ko ng isang mahabaang tiyagaan dahil tumataginting na 5000+ tickets ang worth nya. Hai.

I LOVE PATRICK THE STARFISH!!!! =D

A Poem.

“A Love Story”

It was the 14^th of February

It’s Valentines Day

Lovers and couples over the streets

But it’s an ordinary day for me

A “pop!” sounded from my facebook

It’s you, yes, it’s you

And a crooked smirk was painted on my face

Started with a “Hi!”

Followed by thoughts and laughs

I didn’t know you much,

You don’t have much of me either

But the feeling is mutual

Days have passed

We enjoyed and shared what we have

We laugh on our lamest thoughts

And now I can say that the feeling is mutual

The next day we had a walk

You paused and took a deep breath

Word started to mumble

“Maybe it’s time”

“A time for what?” I said

Butterflies has taken their place in my tummy

Waiting for the next words

“Thanks for making me feel this way,

I feel happiness”

Three words followed, “I love you”

Now, you are holding my hand

Closer to your heart,

Feeling that it beats for me

The next thing I knew

I was hugging you tightly

And now the feeling is mutual

We had great times

We had dinners

We had talks

We had joy rides

We had us.

We sat on the ground and feeling the sky

You gave the best hug in the world

All we know is we are both happy.

You are leaving for a vacation

“How long will it take?”

“A week or two maybe”, you answered

I started to feel sad.

My day won’t end without seeing you.

“It won’t be that long”, you explained

You gave me a relief by holding my hand

“As long as you come back to me,

And promise you won’t change.” I pleaded

And replied “I won’t, I promise.”

Days and weeks counted

Things suddenly changed

I knew there was something wrong

But you said you’ll come back,

being the same as before.

But I learned to hold on,

I trusted on how I feel.

Long wait is over

I can feel your hug again

I can touch your hands again

I can smell your scent again

You have come back.

I have you back now.

We had our dinner

Ate our favorite steak dish

I asked, “Are you still you?”

“Yes, of course”, you assured

Driving our way to your place

And finally said “Goodnight”

But I feel different

But I hold on to what I feel for you

Until the day has finally come

You have the courage to tell

Tell what you feel

“I love you. I don’t want to leave you. But..”

I felt a sudden mood swing

“But I’m not happy anymore.”

Tears rolled down and a pinch in my heart

“But why?” I cried

I tried to fool my self

Maybe you’re just playing games

But everything was real

I don’t know why we ended this way

Everything seemed to perfect.

Everything seemed to be happy.

Everything was about you and me.

But things has changed

And learning to let you go is the key.

I have set you free.

It doesn’t mean I gave up,

I just love you so much.

You taught me a lesson

People come.

People change.

People go.

And I realized,

After crying my self to sleep

Learn how to love your self,

before she learned to love her self more.

Now, I’m starting to move on

I remembered our happy past

I never cried,

I just smiled and said

“No goodbyes, just later”

This was my self made poem (hindi sa kinakarir ko ang pagsusulat ano). Oo, hindi masyadong maganda ang words kasi hindi nga ako magaling dun. So, I made this one as our assignment sa aming Socio class. Our teacher gave us the instruction to have the hard copy on acetate and read it with matching background music para daw madagdagan ang drama ng poem.hehehe

I'm just so flattered kasi when I was reading the poem everybody seemed to listen well. I don't know baka nadala lang sila sa music. Kasi ginamit ng group ko ung "First Love music box version" as the background. Basta, all I heard was their applause after reading the poem. I'm proud of my self. =)

The story was based on a real life story. AT WAG MAG ASSUME NA AKO YAN. OK?(Defensive?hahaha) BASTA, WALA AKONG SINABING AKO YAN. PERIOD.

Suggestion: Try to read the poem with the background music na ginamit namin. Here's the link: http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=K2K2444J-cU. Or try the So Close na instrumental by Jon Mclaughlin. Enjoy!n_n

Inside my Prada (for less) bag.

When we are on our way back to school after our "daily routine" I decided to stay at school for a change. I stayed at the Awok for my reading rituals but it seems like inaantok ako. So, I went to the canteen and had my snacks. After eating I decided to continue reading (The Last Song by Nicholas Sparks) on my newly discovered place in school.

I lay down on a bench and feel the gust of the wind. Again inaantok nanaman ako so I started to take photos of my self of course (which is very rare sa maniwala kayo at sa hindi). After that naisip ko kung ano ang susunod ko na blog.

Maybe some of you are wondering kung bat ako may dalang bag palagi kahit walang pasok. Now, you'll get the chance to know why and what's inside my bag.

My favorite bag is my Black Leather Prada Bag (Oo na, hindi sya original! Nabili ko to sa Marbel for Php150. ;D) Favorite ko ang bag na to kasi maraming pockets and mukhang mahal.hahaha! So let's get things going and see what's inside.

Hindi ko nilinis ang bag ko (kasi hindi ko naman talaga nililinis ang bag ko) para makita nyo ang totoong itsura nya pag kasama ko sya.hahaha)

First stop, the right pocket.

1. Powder- Dahil sa init ng panahon, lahat ng tao kailangan ng pampapresko even the simplest form. =)

2. Lens Multipurpose Solution- Kahit hindi ko ginagamit lenses ko daladala ko to in case of emergency. hehehe

3. Cellphone Battery- Ito ang isa sa mga patunay na hindi ako naglilinis ng bag. Hindi yan ang battery ng fone ko, yan yung sa isang fone na iniiwan ko sa bahay for almost 2 weeks na.hahaha

4. Rosary- Oha! Anong laban ng mga engkanto jan?!hahaha

5. Coins- Parang nanlimos lang ako sa labas ng McDo ano?hahaha

6. Eraser- Sa maniwala kayo at sa hindi, ang eraser na yan ay 3 years old na! Oo, yan ang ginagamit ko since first year college.hahaha

7. Tickets- Kanina kasi, galing lang kami ng Rob at ayun nagliwaliw sa mga laro at isa yan sa mga "designs" ng bag ko. Sayang naman kung itatapon lang.hehehe

Next, the left pocket.

1. Rosary Guide- Hindi man nagrereflect sa mukha ko, religious ako noh! hahaha

2. Calculator /Alarm Clock/ Calendar/ "pang-uto na Black Berry phone yan"- Hahaha! I got this one from Teves. Pasalubong nya saken from Hong Kong. (O, sa mga mag.aabroad, binigyan ko na kayo ng clue para sa mga pasalubong nyo! XD)

3. Bus Ticket- Senyales nanaman ito na kelanman ay hindi ako naglilinis ng bag.

4. Concert Ticket- Dyos ko! Nanghihinayang ako sa ticket na to. Libre pa naman sana. Hindi ko napanood si K! haaaiii.

5. Instruction Guide ng calculator- (pampagulo lang to. Wag pansinin)

6. Braided ID Sling- Dahil sa wala akong magawa, ang dati kong ID Sling ay pinagtuonan ko ng pansin.

7. USB ko- USB. Yun.hahaha

8. Hiniram na USB- Hiniram na USB. Ok na?hehehe

9. Basura- Bow!

Ang susunod ay ang mismong loob ng aking bag.

1. Pocket Tissue- Dahil may colds ako kailangan ko ng sangkatutak ng tissue kung ayaw nyong mandiri sa akin! XD

2. Hair Wax- Hindi ko na ginagamit to actually. In case lang pag oa na ang buhok ko, pag against my will na sya.hahaha!

3. Umbrella- O diba? Handang handa! Mapainit o mapaulan pa man maglalakad talaga ako!

4. Scientific Calculator- Dahil isa akong Accounting Student (char!). Pwes!

5 & 6. Contact Lens and Lens Cases- Mga undelivered orders. (Nananawagan ako kay Sir Jun Bagaan. Sir! Naa na imong order! Now na!)

7. Lens Kit- O diba? Doraemon pa ang design! Ginagamit ko to in case of emergency lang. =D

8. Extra Tshirt- Dahil sa nag expect ako na mag bobowling kami ngayong araw na ito eh nag ready ako ng bonggang bongga! Pero hindi natuloy, but at least nag Rock Band kami at nagamit ko rin sya.hehehe

1. Tuesdays with Morrie- Isa sa pinakamamahal kong libro na himiram ko sa aking dear cousin. Later mag popost ako ng reviews nito para sa mga interesado. n_n

2. Notebook- Kulay talong pa ang aking kwaderno.hahaha AT! Nirecycle ko yan from the last semester!hahaha (Kasi wala akong naisulat last sem.hahaha)

3. Notebook ulit, mas malaki lang- Ewan ko ba bat ko pa daladala yan eh last sem ko pa na notebook yan.hehehe

4. Midterm Exam- Aba! Syempre naman pinost ko talaga yan kasi tingnan nyo naman ang score! 78/80!hahahaha

Ang huling sulok ng aking bag, ang back pocket. (At ang pinaka marumi! nyahahaha)

1. Lalagyan ng card reader- Na nabili ko kahapon. This one is considered to be one of the basuras. =)

2. Scotch Tape- Na parang nakuha ko sa nabahaang pamilya.hahaha! Gutay-gutay na pero nagagamit pa naman.

3. Wallet- Mukhang walang laman ano? Pero wala talaga!ahaha

4. Headset- Na halos masira na sa kakasaksak sa kung saan-saan.hahaha

5. Handouts- Balang araw mapupunta rin to sa basurahan.

6. Cutter- Panaksak sa....sabong ginawa namin material sa carving.hahaha

7. Pencil- Nahindi natahalan simula nang unang ginamit ko for the first time. n_n

O, there you go. Nalaman nyo na ano ang rason bat may bag ako palagi.

At dahil sa pagod na akong mag isip sa kung ano pa ang susunod kong ipopost eh tatapusin ko na to.

Gudnayt! z_z

Random thought of the day

"Kung maniniwala ka sa isang bagay tiyaking hindi mo lang pinapaniwala ang sarili mo. Kelangang may basehan ang bawat paniniwalang ginagawa mo. Dahil kalaunan pag nagkataon, lahat ng pinaniwalaan mo eh hindi kelan man naniwalang totoo sila."

-Lenard Kim

My one-day journey.

I just started my day being lazy of getting my self to sleep, that was 4am. And finally, i caught some zzzs.

Got alarmed by 8:30am and received a text that the school time was damn adjusted!!!!!! Urgh! But then again, my best hobby, procrastination has taken its place again. "Late narin ako, so magpapalate nalang talaga." =D Mr. Take-a-bath was waiting for the first drops of water on my skin. And not minding na the time was adjusted and 8:45am ang first class ko! So ginawa ko ang lahat ng dapat gawin in 30 minutes. Haven't eaten my breakfast, unfixed hair, wore a not-so-good pair of shoes, at buti nalang I had my teeth brushed. =3

Buti nalang may kasama akong "tatanga-tanga" na late din.hahaha

I was on my way to school and sent a text to Mameh. So, I got inside the school and still unfixed hair and rushing my way to the room, hoping na may attendance pang mangyayari.

I was at the HR's stairs, answered Mameh's call. I told her na sabay na kaming papasok para hindi masyadong nakakahiya or should I say para may karamay ako if ever na mapapahiya ako pagpasok.hahaha (Evil me! Sorry Mameh! hahaha)

On our way, we have seen a classmate and seemed to be very relaxed, as if walang pasok. And 'yun na nga, WALANG PASOK! OKHAY!!! Hindi ko alam kung matutuwa ako o mabubwisit! But still, looking on its brighter side, mas mahabang oras para sa "kiat".hahaha So, we went downstairs, nakaupo na si Let and Teves sa Awok. Teves started distributing her pasalubongs from Hong Kong, Let got a cute cellphone-looking calculator as well as Jammy and Kath's anticipation of her "tamagochi" has fallen into a nail cutter, but at least from Hong Kong.hahaha And I'm expecting for my calculator tomorrow!hahaha (ang babaw ng mga batang to!hahaha)

So, we had our lunch at Robinsons Foodcourt. We ate at "Eden's Lechon at iba pa", and at last may lechon na nga sila. Kasi the last time that we had our lunch there, we expected na they'll serve lechon kasi nga Eden's "Lechon" at iba pa nga sila, eh wala ni amoy ng lechon. So we had, kinilaw, dinuguan, papitan and lechon of course. PERO! NAKAKABWISIT ANG CASHIER! Umorder kami ng 3 mineral water at ang binigay is isa lang, Teves told her, "Te, tatlo man to among gi order ka tubig." and an unexpected anwer followed, "Bayaran nyo lang po kasi bibigyan naman namin kayo ng tubig. (medyo mataray effect pa)". The nerve of that girl! So dahil nga sa wala kaming breakfast kinain nalang namin ang pagkainis.

After, we went back to school. Kath and I have to wait for an hour para matapos ang klase nila Let, kasi nga "magpapaulan nanaman ng grasya" si Let.hahaha Luckily, 15 minutes pa lang eh na dismiss na sila. Thank God!

At Fagioli. Ang eksena eh umorder na si Let ng coffee nya. Natatawa ako kasi hindi ko alam anong ioorder!hahaha At medyo apektado rin si Jammy and Jhon! Ewan ko ba kung anong nakakatawa sa pag order ng matagal.hahaha! After reading the menu, we had our orders at natigil na rin ang tawanan...for the mean time. =D

While eating the cakes (choco moist is LOVE), John and Let's hot coffees were served and after nibbling the remaining cakes duamting ang samen. Our center of attraction was this "vase looking water container" na nalaman naming "Carafe" lang naman pala ang tawag. Eh mukha kasi syang graduated cylinder!

Our second to the last destination wasat Let's place. At ang ginawa lang namin eh humiga, mag internet, tumawa at matulog. Napaka productive diba?hahaha

But to my surprise sabay-sabay kaming nanood ng news! Waiting for the election's updates. Oha! Bawing-bawi! While waiting, we were watching funny videos by K Brosas, Vice Ganda and the funniest yet the most awkward statement from a politician, "Bull**** ka Boy! (ehem ehem) F*** Y***!" (ayoko nang i mention and name baka ako pa ang masaktan.hahaha), over Youtube. And again, the loudest laughs na parang walang bukas. It was 4:45pm nang bigla kong naremember na may assignment kami that has to be written on a whole yellow paper! Sabi ko sa sarili ko, "May oras pa! GO! Banati ug sulat Lenard!". And Lenard the Great finished the assignment in just 20 minutes. *wink

Kath and I went back to school for our 5:30pm class. For the second time around! WALANG PASOK!!!! Nagkasundo ang mga classmates and teacher ko na pag hindi nakaabot ng 10 ang studyante eh walang mangyayaring lecture, which is nangyari naman. Ewan ko ba anong meron sa araw na to at masyado akong maswerte. Lucky me.hehehe

I went back to Let's house with my stomach growls for food. We had our last destination, at last, Chowking highway. At dito nanaman lumamon ang mga parang walang kinain sa buong araw na mga bata. Haaaiii! Now, I just got my self back home and shared to you my day with the gang. And it seems na tinatawag na ako ng malamig kong kwarto. Namiss nya ako, at namiss ko rin sya.hahaha!

'Till the next post! (parang sulat lang ano?hahaha)

Thought of my day

Most of the time, we fail to appreciate small things. Things that we assumed to be nothing that for some these things can make themselves fulfilled and could give them comfort.

A "Good morning!" from you makes a person's day better. A sarcastic "Ok" might be the sweetest reply for her. A bird's chirp could make you smile. To feel the baby's hands gripping your fingers. A hug from a toy. A scent of your favorite perfume. And to make things updated, "A single vote is a road for a change". And we always forget to thank God that we have woke up after a long sleep.

A daily advice, "To treat simple things specially is to give your self a chance of making people happy."

The rise of the "j3j3m0nz! l0lZ!!!"

Nababagabag na ako sa "war of the worlds" na nangyayari over the net. Kulang nalang eh magpatayan, akala mo naman may pisikalang nangyari. Pati ang mga celebrities ay naapektohan na rin! Baka ito pa ang dahilan ng pagbagsak ng career nila. Dyos ko! Ang pinag-ugatan lang pala ng alitang ito ay ang mga so called "jejemons".

Jejemons, hindi ko man alam kung sino ang nagpasimuno nito, kung saan sila nanggaling, paano sila pupuksain ikinagulat ko nalang na meron nang mga groups sa facebook na kung pwede lang eh lumabas ang mga admins ng groups na to sa monitor ng isang jejemon at laslasin ang mga leeg nila.

GOTTA KILL 'EM ALL JEJEMON! :)))

JEJEMON HATERS!

Isa na rin sila sa mga top searched links sa internet! But I'm not saying na ayoko sa mga jejemons, hindi ko rin sinabing gusto ko sila. (mga 70%:30% lang. =D) Medyo nakakairita lang, kasi madali naman sanang mag type, eh bat kelangan pang pahirapan ang mga sarili nila? Eh kung dun naman sila masya eh wala tayong magagawa. "You can't please everyone." ata ang kanilang motto in life. Idagdag pa natin ang "Take it or leave it." at "Mind your own business." hahaha!

Kung tutuusin eh wala naman silang ginagawa, pinapasaya lang nila ang mga sarili nila. Eh sa gusto nilang gawing kumplikado ang mga buhay nila. Pero aminin na natin, NAKAKAINIS. MASAKIT SA MATA. NAKAKA-TOOOOOT.

Nakakatawa lang eh meron ring "determinants" ang mga jejemon sa kanilang mga pangangatawan!hahaha! May jejecap, jejeball. jejedex at jejebag! (Yung mga bagay na may rainbow lines. Oo, yun. Meron ka? hahaha!) Nakikita ko yun binibenta pag may celebration dito samen sa Oval Plaza and meron sa may KCC! Dun sa may embroidery malapit sa entrance.hahaha!

Ang ipinagpapasalamat ko lang eh buti nalang wala akong kaibigang jejemon. Sus! I can't imagine kung pag gising ko sa umaga ang bungad sayo, "3oWh P0wH!!! 60ohd m0rnH!n6!!".Nakakasira ng bait diba???? Parang ayaw mo nang magising!hahaha

Meron akong magandang suggestion sa inyo, my friend Dave gave me this link kung saan matratranslate nito ang "normal" words into nakakalokang "jejemon" words. to give you a sample, eto:

o, normal na normal yan ha.

ang nakakasira ng ulong translation!hahaha

Sa mga gustong i-try eto ang nakakatuwang site. Enjoy! =D

http://kalokohan.guissmo.frih.net/jologs.php

A good start for a bookworm "wanna-be"

Reading has been my hobby these past few months. I have no choice, specially when "brownouts" visit. =D No Facebook. No Youtube. No Google. Not even Microsoft Word for my battery's having major problems! Urgh!

Going back, a good starter for the wanna-bes is to read "The Five People You Meet in Heaven" by Mitch Albom. Let me give you hints why these book is worth reading. No worries, just little parts of it won't spoil everything! =)

It is a story of a man named Eddie, a head maintenance of Ruby Pier, an amusement park. The story started at the end. Weird huh? But as one of the book's best line said, "All endings are also beginnings. We just don't know it at the time."

The "end" started when Eddie died in an accident (it's up to you to find out how.n_n). On his way to heaven he has to meet Five People. Eddie might meet them personally or not. But they have this goal before Eddie find's his way to heaven, and that is to teach him a lesson, to give the meaning of his life. First, he met the "Blue Man". Yes, a blue man, just like the Na'vis. He is normal, aside from he's just blue. hehehe. One of the best lesson Blue Man has taught Eddie was, "No life is a waste. The only time we waste is the time we spend thinking we are alone." Next is Captain, Eddie was a soldier way back when he was still young and strong. He met his captain on the top of a tree. Of all places, why is it has to be there? And they started talking. About Eddie's life, his captain's and if Captain is Eddie's second person. Eddie discovered something that his captain kept for a long time which made Eddie hate his captain. But not until the captain taught his lessons to Eddie, "Sometimes when you sacrifice something precious, you are not losing it. You are just passing it to someone else." The third person is my favorite of the five! A lady that Eddie hasn't met yet, just the time when he died. It was Ruby, the wife of the owner of "Ruby Pier". Even if Eddie worked there, he has no clues on how did the park has that name, as long as he works there, everything's fine. Ruby has one of the best twist in the story. And since it is one of the best, i won't let you know! To give you a clue of what happened Ruby taught this to Eddie, "Things that happened to you before you are born still affects you, and people who come before your time affects you as well." The fourth is Eddies lovely wife, Marguerite. She died because of illness. Before she died, they had problems with their relationship. But dying was never a reason for Eddie's love to fade. "Life dies, Love doesn't", Marguerite said. Inspiring eh? =) And to share to you one of my favorite line from Marguerite, "Love like rain, can nourish from above, drenching couples with soaking joy, but sometimes under the heat of life, love dries on surface and must be nourished from below. Tending to its roots. Keeping itself alive." And the last person is Tala a young kid, sounds Asian eh? Yes, she is a Filipino. She played a big part on Eddie's life. She died because of Eddie, and Eddie killed her without knowing that he did. Tala doesn't speak much but Eddie realized the biggest lesson that a kid could ever taught him. Eddie could've died instead of Tala. Eddie burned the nipa where Tala hid in the middle of the war, and he realized that there is someone in there, but its too late. He wanted to save the kid but its his own life's at stake. Tala taught Eddie that even if she died at her young age, Eddie lived, he was able to make the customers specially the children of Ruby Pier happy and kept them away from danger. He has touched lives. He saved lives. And after that Tala and Eddie had their way to heaven.

So, I have spoiled enough. To those who wanted to read the book, you can purchase it at National Bookstore for less than Php300 and for those who really wanted to read the book but doesn't have the budget to yet, I have an ebook here, just give me your emails and ill send a copy to you. =D

Thanks for the time!n_n

Credits to Letecia Marie Trumata for the Ebook and to Mitch Albom (as if we are close!hahaha)

My first click. weee! ^_^

Alright! My first click in this so called "blogging world". I decided to have my own blog since i can't compensate all my thoughts on my facebook account (facebook.com/lenard.kim). =D

I am Lenard, 18, a 3rd year Bachelor of Science in Accounting Technology (sounds unfamiliar eh?) in Notre Dame of Dadiangas University. I live with my own chosen thoughts. Just discovered that taking a seat and a talk with somebody is a a simple way to make me happy.

Hmmm. Since its my first time here, my apologies to everyone who is reading (if there's any). I'll be posting all my random thoughts here. Lame or not. Just bear with it. =)

Ill be posting lots of "random" thoughts in time!